It's June 3rd, offically and I can't believe I've spent 50% of 2009 already. This is just crazy to me. As I sit on the couch with my dog, so many thoughts cross my mind. The one I can't seem to shake, is the "woman in me". Have you ever felt like you were living a double life?
You know what I'm talking about, you wake up in the morning and do the same thing every day, but deep inside there is a life you dream of, a life you long for, a woman you want to become. That's were I'm at today. I fell like I'm living two lives, on the outside is one thing but on the inside these a woman I want to become and I don't know how to her out.
This other woman, is strong, graceful, charming and sharp. I know one day what's on the inside will spill out to the outside, but how do I let her out?
Yes, I have that stupid list, but how do you convert the list to life? I guess the answer is
"How do you take a jounrye of a million miles?" on step at a time.
I truly believe if you don't have goals, or a life that your moving towards, then you really are not planning on acheiving anything.
