I hated being single this weekend!

Hey!

I promised I would be honest with these blogs/bible studies. So I'm going to let it rip! I hated being single this weekend. It felt like every couple I saw, I wanted to run over with my car. I know what horrible thoughts, but I just couldn't be around couples this weekend, I just couldn't do it.

When your single you know "God Has someone for you" but sometimes you don't want to hear that. You want the person. You want the companionship, you want him or her to call you on the phone and tell you how their day went and you do the same. But, I didn't have anyone one to do that with this weekend, and I really felt it. Sometimes the single thing doesn't bother me, and sometimes it drives me crazy.

I prayed to God that he would take away the feelings but I just felt like I couldn't over come the feelings until today. Then I realized that somethings we just have to walk out. No matter how much we pray for change, some things God doesn't change or do the way we want him to. Sometimes we have to feel the pain and press on anyway.

The scripture today is simple but truthfull:
Proverbs 3v5
Lean on, trust in, and be confident in the Lord with all your heart and mind and do not rely on your own insight or understanding.

I don't know how long I'll be single, but I do know that My God will supply all my needs according to his riches and glory in Christ Jesus. For the new year, be honest to yourself, be honest to others and most importantly be honest to God. I believe that God can't work if we aren't completely honest with him. Tell him your lonely, tell him that your mad and you don't' want to be alone tonight. Tell God, run to him and don't make mistakes by talking to and wasting your time with looser men.

Please trust God and let him help you walk out this part of your life. I love you and I stand with you.

Let's pray:

Father, Thank you that we are your daughters and sons. We were called by you and set apart by you. Father make us whole, we pray that you will make us whole. Fill the empty places in our hearts, minds and emotions. Father teach us how to trust you. Help us not to feel lonely but help us to see you and your might and your power. We love you and we praise you. In Jesus Name we pray. Amen